Thursday, January 31, 2013

Leave Me Alone

Had an incident with claustrophobia yesterday. This is basically what I felt and what happened. I'm loving free verse poetry!! I'll probably keep it up for awhile.

Claustrophobia:
The fear of small spaces
Helpless, paralyzed terror
A synonym for me

My heart pounds loudly
Like a frantic bird, caged
I want nothing more
Than to be alone

Someone nudges me
I leap away reflexively
Unspeakable panic
Coursing through my veins

He apologizes, but
The damage is done
My pulse, rapid and throbbing,
Pulses with fear

I squeeze my eyes shut
Trying to hold back the tears
“I am going to die here
Shrouded by darkness”

Suddenly, a light
A few feet ahead
The drill is over
I can breathe again

New life floods through me
With each gulp of oxygen
My terror dissipates to
No more than anxiety

The “someone” who nudged me
Looks over, concerned
“Are you okay?”
There is no answer.

Hours later
The terror is gone
Leaving nothing but
An empty exhaustion

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