I cough painfully, my lungs involuntarily trying to get the sticky resin that I inhale with every breath out. I wheeze for another minute or two. Elizabeth, my older sister, pats my back concernedly.
“Are you alright, Abigail? You sound worse today.”
The painful bout of coughing over, I clear my throat and smile. “Yes, I’m fine. Just…a tickle in my throat.”
Elizabeth remains looking worried, but she stands up straight and brushes off my dress. “Alright. Be careful, Abigail. I worry about you. This cough of yours has been getting worse, and you’ve just barely recovered from your pneumonia. Do you need a drink of water?”
I shake my head. “Really, Elizabeth, I’m fine.” I hesitate, and then add, “I am a little cold, though. Could you put a fire on?”
My sister smiles, glad to be able to help, and nods. “Of course. One moment.”
Within minutes, a blazing, if slightly stinking, fire burns cheerily on our hearth. I sit on a little stool before it, rubbing my hands together and glad to have some relief from the relentless cold that seems to dominate all of London this December. This year, 1952, is easily the coldest on record for the past couple of decades. I shiver once more and scoot closer to the soothing warmth emanating from the flames.
Elizabeth sits next to me on our bench, as graceful as any princess. “I was lucky to find coal this cheap. We’re almost out of money again. Soon I’ll have to get a full-time job, or we’ll have to go back to Uncle’s to live.”
Although she is my sister, Elizabeth is also my legal guardian. Our parents died when I was four and she was fifteen, and we’d been put in the care of our father’s brother, Uncle Arthur, who we just referred to as “Uncle.” Uncle was extremely alcoholic and sometimes abusive, to the point of making my and Elizabeth’s lives miserable and strenuous.
When she turned eighteen and I was seven, last year, Elizabeth had moved out of Uncle’s home and fought long and hard with the court for custody of me. Obviously, I’d wanted to live with her, but since I was underage, the court had disregarded my personal opinion and had argued over whether Elizabeth should be trusted with such responsibility at such a young age. Finally, they decided to give her a chance, and I’d happily moved in with her.
That was about four months ago, but our lives hadn’t been any calmer or more tranquil since Uncle left our daily lives. I’d come down with a serious case of pneumonia, and Elizabeth had quit her amazing full-time job as a lawyer’s accountant and had taken a part-time job at a convenience store instead so that she’d have time to doctor me. I’d recovered, but my cough remained.
It’s gotten worse just recently, but then again, there seems to have been a horrible, permeating layer of smog covering London for the past three days or so. It may be my imagination, however.
I look up at Elizabeth, who's cleaning up the dinner dishes in the kitchen. “I thought that you said that this kind of coal is bad to buy. You said that it makes the air all cloudy and toxic. You’ve been buying it for the past four days, haven’t you?”
“Yes, dear, but…well, times are harder now than they were when I told you that. As soon as we can afford it, we’ll buy the good, healthy kind of coal.”
“Alright.”
Elizabeth and I are silent for a moment as we think about our lives. I’m just wondering if I’ll ever have a kitten of my own, like my friend Mary has, when Elizabeth breaks the quiet.
“Abigail, dear, have you thought any more of what I told you about Christianity?”
I look at her, puzzled. “Yes, and I always get confused when I do. When I was little, you told me not to listen to anyone who tells me that Jesus is real. You said not to trust in something I can’t prove. But then, yesterday, you tell me that you’ve become a believer yourself and that I should try to talk to Jesus.” I knit my eyebrows in bewilderment. “Which side of you should I listen to?”
Elizabeth’s eyes begin to shine as she explains. “I know that Jesus is real now, Abigail. I don’t have proof, but I know for sure. I can’t explain it. It’s just this sensation I felt when Philippa told me about Him. I don’t want to force you to believe, but oh, you should just feel how wonderful — no, how absolutely magnificent it is to know!!”
I tilt my head. “I’m still confused.”
Elizabeth smiles lovingly, reaches out to brush my hair with her soft, elegant hands, and stands up. “It’s your bedtime. You need to go to sleep.” At the indignant look on my face, she laughs, “Come on! If you really want to know, you’ll have to ask Jesus yourself.”
I sigh and stand up. “Alright.” I yawn widely, but it turns into another bout of painful coughing. Elizabeth’s eyes narrow in concern again, and once I’m finished, she clears her throat. “Dear, tomorrow I’m going to take you to the doctor. I don’t think that cough is going to get any better.”
I shake my head violently. “Not the doctor, no, please…”
I fade off at the worried look on her face. Reluctantly, I look down. “Alright, fine.”
Elizabeth smiles. “Wonderful. Goodnight, dear. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
I crawl onto my worn-down mattress and burrow under the thin, threadbare blankets on top, trying to escape the cold that seemed to be everywhere.
Jesus…the name seems intriguing, as if it is the name of something superhuman and ultrapowerful. Maybe, with time, I’ll become a Christian like Elizabeth. It doesn’t seem that bad; in fact, Elizabeth seems to love being one. Maybe…maybe…
I close my eyes, succumbing to the horrible, horrible cold everywhere. I cough again, and then start slipping into a deep, bottomless sleep, the deepest sleep I’ve had in ages. I smile, and let myself fall asleep.
“Abigail?” Elizabeth called from the kitchen in the morning, barely suppressing a giant, unladylike yawn. She cracked two eggs into a skillet and set it on the stove, stirring slowly with a wooden spoon. “Abigail, dear, are you up? We need to be going to the doctor’s soon. I have my work to attend, you know.”
After a moment with no reply, Elizabeth set down her spoon. “Dear, this is no day to be lazy. Wake up, please!”
Still no answer. Her temper shortening, Elizabeth stomped gracefully out of the kitchen and toward Abigail’s room. “Abigail!”
As the morning rays dimly lit up Abigail’s room, Elizabeth peered through the darkness and tried to discern the dark lump where Abigail lay huddled under the covers. “Dear, you need to get up now. We’re going to be late for the doctor’s…”
Elizabeth strode forward and put her hand on Abigail’s shoulder, but it felt strangely cold and clammy.
“Abigail…?”
When her little sister didn’t respond, Elizabeth pulled back the sheets and grabbed her by the shoulders.
“Abigail! Wake up!!” she yelled.
Still no response. Panic threatening to overtake her, Elizabeth began shaking Abigail. “Please!!” she screamed.
But Abigail didn’t wake up. She never will.
This historical fiction is about a true story that took place in London, England, in the December of 1952. Hundreds of thousands of people bought cheap coal that released a sulfurous gas when it burned. The result was a horrible, choking layer of smog that was so thick that, in the span of five days, it killed 40,000 people of London. Many were children, seniors, or weakened from sickness.
Just think: out of those 40,000 people, how many do you think were Christian? Many may have been on the verge of converting and giving their lives to Jesus, but, because of this catastrophe, they never got the chance. Because of man-produced air pollution, many people may have to suffer an eternity burning in flames.
Pollution is a serious problem. We only have one planet, and we, as humans, have been given responsibility by God to take care of it. We need to be more careful with what we do to this world, or another catastrophe like this may take place.
Be careful, and God bless.